It's hasn't been  2 weeks yet that I lost my best friend  and love of my life. Last week after Tom past I went to my grand daughters 6th birthday and yesterday I got out and went to my niece's 18th birthday. I had fun,  it was good to see family but yet Tom wasn't there and it didn't feel right being there and I really couldn't wait to get home even though I knew Tom wasn't going to be here. So empty and lost.