DAD I MISS U ITS EBAN NEALY 2 YRS WELL IS 2YRS 3RD MRCH IT STILL VRY PAINFULLL IT IS I NO SEA U IN DREAMS WISH I NEVR WONT 2 END I NO WN U PASST RF FAILY EVN FRINDS EVN NBORS FOLOD  U UP 2 T HT SKY I BT MY NANNA I S SILL SMOKIN ALL SRTS DRINKING ALL SRTS I DNT NO W SHE CUD DRINK SPRITS STRATE I DDNT HW SE CUD DRINK ANY SPRIT I NO SH USE 2 DRNK 4 OR 5 CANS OF BEAR A NIT THN SPRITS ON TOP NOT EVN GET A ANGOVR EVN WN SHE SMOKE T ALL SORTS DAD SHE NRV BRT ANY SMKES JUST SMOKET ANY 1 S 

I STILL TRY NOT WTCH OOR FMLS BFRE I GO 2 BED COZ U NO MY IMAGNG RUNS MAD IF I DID THT LST 1 WEN U WEAR HEAR ZODIC KILLER I CUDNT SLEEP FR DADYSS COZ I WZ SO SCRED THT WEAR AFR ME IF I WTCH TM FLMS I TRY 2WTCH IN DAY NOT IT NITE TME I NO IV GT A DREAM CATCR BOW BUT I THNG I WUD STILL BE AFRD 2 SLEEP EVN WEN I WTCH FRED IE KRUGER FLM BERF I WN 2 BED U TLD ME NOT 2 WATCH IT BUT LK KIDS DO DISABY WATCH IT 

I NO U USD 2 JKE IM NOT GOGN IN SDE THM GATES TILL U ALL CM IM WATING OT SDE I BET U STILL R WAIT OUT SDE U R I JST HPE U R NOT PLAYNG PRANKS ON MY NANNA COZ I ALWAYZ REMBER WN U AN YORE SIBLING  WEAR KIDS SHE WZ SO UPSET SHE THR A POKER AT U THT WNT TRHU A WALL I WLYS RMBR TT STORY Y I DO EVRY TM I EAR J LENNONS SONG I NO TS U

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it so hrd coz evry 1 miss u so mush thy do i no a lt of famly folr u up evn frnds so on thy did

ths lks lk heven 2 me i no isa big palse it is

i bet hrf famly is in th drink bar dry or othr bad habits th thy had wn thy wear hear lk we stil hav bad habits

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