some days i nead a good kick up the behind do i nead to sea a dr anser probely yes but do i go no why coz im scared in case i get admited to hosptile why am i scared coz i have this silly idda  in my hed if i do get admitet u dont come out there alive i shud relize my cuzens husband he cum out there alive and his fithing canser  my mum keaps on saying my breathing is geting worse go and sea a dr and like father like dorter i say it will go away by it self in the end my dad got help he used to say im doing the same thng he did and his dad did my grandad who i never met he died of ung desese  im allways telling other people to get help i must sond  like a riht hipacript wen i dont get help my self bean geting chest pain i saed to my self it will go zway if i ignore it i no now it wont people say wen they sea me i can sea yore heart jumping thru yore chest i just say it wiill go away like histry repeating it self over and over again