I wonder how many more love notes I will find from my wife Jami.

Today another one popped up and it was from around last Christmas and it read.

"Have a great day today love, and I will miss you my love.

I Love you my Dolly!"

It choked me up for several minutes.  I took some deep breaths, sat down, and I got this overall

positive feeling.  It was so very uplifting.  I sat and just spoke out the words, "I love you too Jami".

More than the memories, and of not just how much I love her and miss her, but how much she

loved me!  I didn't forget her face, it just kind of fades in the shadows of the grieving.  

And sometimes I think of looking at a photo of her, and that can be difficult.

I didn't need a photo, I had the imprint of her features and her love right there on paper in my hand!

It lifted me up so much!  I really can't put it into words....for once I'm speechless!

Michael