dear jess,

        You been gone for what seems like forever, it'll be a year the 12th of March. It's crazy sometimes to think about some of the times we've had together. Getting stranded with friends, hanging out in the rain by the river. I want so bad to be able to get back to me but all I see is the emptiness I feel without you. You made me wanna be a good woman. I feel like somehow I've failed you because I didn't see it coming, and that I was so angry at you that night. You didn't even know I was mad. I know I'm supposed to have some semblance of peace, but I just feel so alone. I love you baby, I miss you.

                                              C