It's been 3 years and I'm still not sure how to find the way back to my-self.  I'm just lost with her.

 

My mom passed away on December 7, 2007 after being diagnosed on Thanksgiving day with pancreatic cancer.  She had been having problems for a few months prior, but it seemed like they only diagnosed each symptom, but never the whole person.  I was at the hospital everyday and did everything I could think to do. I made sure her false teeth were kept clean, rode rough…