My husband died last January 1st and this holidays are coming and surviving them is all I can think about.

There are so many things that disturb me at this point.  Having my house renovated and some workman are so inappropriate.  I have to put men in there place when they get personal.  I am not comfortable with any type of flattery right now.  Most people understand and back off but there are a few who just seemed annoyed.

Anyway it was one of those days and it wasn't…