Working, if you can call it that, on another essay...I don't know how I can do that, as I can't see the key board.  My first birthday without you.  This time last year, you were so sick, but here.  I miss you so much.  Life is again, lifeless without you.  Just going through the motions 'till we are together again. 

 

I don't feel you fading away, I feel you right with me.  I hope that I'm not stopping you from the work that you need to do.  But I want to join you so bad, so…

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Working on school assignment, missing you so much.  I wonder, if / when hope will come?  Spring/winter cleaning, and I see you everywhere.  I came across a receipt for "In Brueges), on of the last films we ever saw.  Of course I dissolved.  I miss you so.  I am gratefull for when you come in my dreams.  See you soon sweetie.

Cleaning cupboards, literally, and found yet another movie ticket that we went to (we kept all of our movie tickets).  Had a lot of tears, but today, it's beautiful, and snowy.  My computer is in the dining room, and I can look out at the ponds, and bird feeders.  Going to see friends tonight.  Today, feeling a little less lost.  Don't feel like work tomorrow.  Guess its good to keep up with these things. Missing you so much.  I would give anything to hear one more "you betcha."  Working on… Continue

Thank you for your kind words.  They meant alot when I'm feeling so lonely.

It has been more than 7 months, and I have nowhere to turn.  Life seems lifeless.  Missing you so much.