I can't believe she has been gone for almost two years now.  I'm still so emotional and I miss her so much.  Her children keep me sane, even though they moved to another state.  I really miss them too.  I'm very tired and can't seem to concentrate so I'll be back later.  My sweet sweet daughter, Brittany, I know we will meet again and I can't wait. 

I've been waiting for over a year for your marker and now it's here.  The weekend didn't go as I had planned but I guess it doesn't matter since I can't see you, to hear you, to hug you, to tell you how much I love and miss you.  It's been 14 months and it still feels like yesterday.  I doubt this heart of mine will ever heal, not until we are re-united.  xxooxx

Monday, July 26th marks 4 months since my daughter's death. Has it gotten any easier? I think sometimes yeah, sure it has....but wait, I must be delusional...this is NOT easy, and it's something I will probably never get over and find true peace. My peace would be me holding my daughter and telling her how much I love her and miss her. That was taken away from me...I'm still bitter, bewildered, angry, and sad. I miss YOU so much.

It's been almost 3 months since my daughter passed away. I grieve for every day and will probably grieve for her until I die. I miss her so much! Today I went to my nephew's birthday party, but 1 person was missing. Last year she and I went together. This has been the first time when Brittany was not with me. It was bittersweet. I cried in the car but held it together while there.

Thank you for letting me share this. God bless you all!

Pam