Warning. If you don't wish to hear anger, disappointment, a pity party, and down-right anger, stop reading now.

I am so sick of purging and packing I could scream. Everything has just come to a grinding stop.  I'm overwhelmed. Every time I go to the mailbox there is another bill I can't pay. I can never get ahead of the process. I can't seem to stay organized and continually misplace things.  I'm easily distracted. No family around, and acquaintances never offer any…

Really stressed. A month ago, my attorney said to get the house on the market asap. I am one person trying to do it all. House & car have to go through probate before I can sell them. I'm so tired of this. All I want is a job & a simple life. People are hesitant to hire me because of my age, two years unemployed/being a full time caretaker. No income, no life insurance, & the bill collectors are calling. I'm worried that I will be out on the street. Happy Holidays to me.…

I am feeling very stagnant.  I am going through a period of nothingness. There is so much to do: calls to make, purging and packing, getting the house on the market, probate, selling cars, furniture and much, much more…too much to remember or even think about. I am overwhelmed. Yes, some things are urgent, and doing nothing could backfire, but I am completely unmotivated to do anything today… except write.

Yesterday I brought out a box of winter clothes; sweaters, warm socks,…