I sometimes feel as though my life was written for a Soap Opera. And on more than one occasions I feel like I get through life by pretending to be normal. I have had two very life altering losses in my life, and several other loses, that were expected, but still no matter how expected they are they still hurt. I an just wondering if you ever feel normal again? If there is ever a time that you can make it through an hour without wanting to break down in tears. Maybe I am just to early in the…