A few nights ago I was watching the show ‘Catfish’. Im not sure if you’ve seen it before but its basically two guys whom get together to investigate and find out if people are who they really say they are over the internet.  The episode I was watching was a little different than the usual guy or girl trying to figure out if their internet significant other is really who they say they are.  This episode featured a young woman who said she had been contacted by a woman claiming to make contact…

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I laid my beautiful mother to rest yesterday. I now sit a top of a isolated hill above the City of Angels and pray that her and my father are reunited and happy once again. After a three year draught, it poured rain yesterday for two hours straight during her funeral. I sat in the car and played this song for her in my car after everyone left. I would like to dedicate it to both of my parents and every other beloved soul who is missed here on earth. ho is missed here on earth.… Continue

How do I begin to heal?  It's been about 4  months since Dad passed away and I still have a hard time talking about it.  I've tried telling my story on here for months but every time I start typing I break down.  I'm still trying to makes sense of things.   He passed away on September, 3^rd 2012 at 8:03 AM from lung cancer.  He went from diagnosis to death in a matter of a couple weeks.  My Dad was the healthiest person I've ever known.  By the time he…

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Sunday October 23, 2011 I was at work at around 1:45 pm when my phone popped up saying I had a facebook message from my neighbor Katie, the message was sent to me and my brother and said something along the lines of "I need one of you to call me asap it's kind of an emergency" I thought to myself maybe she was locked out or forgot to turn off the oven, or lock the doors.. worst case scenario I thought something was wrong with her house or her family. I called her to see what was going on and…

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This is my first post on this site. I was up late a few nights ago crying (my usual habit these days), and discovered this site. I hope to gain some perspective on the grieving process from other members, especially those in the "I love my Dad" and "Losing Someone to Cancer" groups--but of course any support is wonderful. :)

I lost my Dad on June 3rd of this year to bile duct (pancreatic duct) cancer. We learned he had it in March, when he went to the hospital looking yellow. We suspected… Continue