It's been almost 2 years(aug 12) since the passing of my grandma ..I past week i have cried tears alone. I dont know why all of a sudden. How can I get through this pain of losing the most important person in my life? She was my rock the one that always protected me. and now she is gone , left me alone to fight the battles of life without her here. I cant stop crying ....WANT the PAIN to end. i want her back here to get me through this.I wanna give up :(…