So it has been over a year since my dad passed away, and it is coming up on the year mark for my mom. To this day it has been horrible. I feel nothing has changed for me regarding the pain I feel and my daily crying spells. People look at me as if I am going crazy and I feel like I am alone. For some reason I just cant "deal" with the loss of my parents. I am looking for anything and everything to help me through this. I even went to see a medium but it was a pleasant experience but I was…