Tyler, my sincerest condolences on the loss of your dad. When I found this website I was a mess following the death of my daughter. The members are very supportive and caring of each other. There is also a group on this site called I love my Dad you might want to consider being a part of.
We all share the common bond of grief so I feel very comfortable sharing my feelings and thoughts here; I hope you do to.

Take care.
Laura