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About my Loss:: my wonderful husband died suddenly and unexpected on may 8th 2010--he was only 48 years old--the dr. said it was a massive heart attack--howevr he displayed no sypmtoms of this--he just said he couldn't catch his breath and thought he was hypervenatalating--he was gone before the ambulance arrived in less than 5 minutes--he was my true love and soul mate--i will miss him forever--i am alone since the only child we were able to have on this earth died 2 hours after his birth

At 5:46pm on November 22, 2010, jennifer said…: i live in new jersey,i have 2 twin sisters and a brother and I also have an older sister but we dont talk since she blames me for my son's death..it must be hard on you to deal with by urself but like i said u r not alone,fred will always be with you and there are alot of people on here who understand how u feel

At 12:56pm on November 21, 2010, jennifer said…: do u have family? what about his family? and even if u dont have them u have all of us here so u r not alone,where do u live? when my son was 1st murdered everyone turned there back on me,they blamed me for being so blind but even though now it isnt that way with out my son i too feel alone,even though i am lucky that god gave me a 2nd chance i was 5 weeks pregnant with that bastards baby,but i have a beautiful baby boy who will be 1 next month,if it wasnt for him and my other kids i wouldnt be where i am today..

At 6:12pm on November 20, 2010, jennifer said…: your welcome..sometimes if u try too hard to feel him or too hard to dream with him it doesnt happen...it is when u least expect it that it will pop up..i used to get upset when people would tell me they dreamt with my caden when i cant..but its when u least expect is when u get surprised...they say time heals all wounds and too me it just gets harder but for some people it can be that way

At 12:43pm on November 20, 2010, jennifer said…: ur right there r people who dont understand and even the ones who do can be ignorant at times just know that u r not alone that ur husband will always be with u in spirit and in ur memories,so when u r feeling that u r alone remember the love and good times u had with him