Hi Jean, I hope your day is going okay.  I'm tired.  Had company today for lunch and it takes so much out of me anymore.  Trying to be social, but when they leave I crash.  Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you as I think of all us moms & dads that are in this situation.  Today I especially feel bad for the dads that have lost a child.  I watched how my husband was today and every so often I could see that pain on his face, but later when our company left and I started to cry he was the one holding me.  I have such a hard time doing that for him.

To send a private message you could just hit reply on the one I sent to you.

Take care and I pray God's peace for you.  Hugs. 

Hi Jean, thanks for the gift.  That was very sweet of you.  Wish we had one on one contact, but would have to catch you while on here and be in chat.  Would like to know how you're doing when I'm asking and not have to wait.  Just in case you're in a place where you need to be expressing yourself.  I know some days I need to do that right then and there.  Hope I'm making some sense.  I know I'm a little off today.  Had one of my worst nights last night.  Didn't expect anything that bad to be happening again.  I have felt it coming for a few days, but still didn't expect how I was.  Oh, this journey is just so filled with surprises, and not the ones we want.  Had a long conversation with my granddaughter's mom this morning and I think that helped because I'm not feeling as bad as I was.  They weren't married, but they have a little girl that's 2, and it has been so hard for her too.  I thought she was so young that she would forget him quickly, but she hasn't.  Okay, I better move on.  I'm rattling away here.  Sorry.  Hope today is not a bad day for you.  Blessings & hugs, Ann

Just wanted to say, "hi" and let you know I'm thinking of you.  Hope you are doing okay.  Hugs, Ann