My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Elaine.. I am so sorry and it must be so very difficult to live with this kind of pain and it is tragic and feels unnecessary . Please trust that whatever is meant to happen , happens and we are really not the ones who control life and death. The present moment for you is a painful one and it is a time of grief... I realised that when it is time to grieve, grieve fully and slowly give up all resisitance to events to God. Will be praying for you and keeping you close . Love.
Hello Elaine
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope this site helps you.
I am in my 13th month of this pain.
Be kind to yourself.