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- About Me:
- I am a 50 year old woman who lives in Las Vegas, NV I have 1 child who is 10 years old and the love of my life. I am currently unemployed and looking I am a designer and sales person in office furniture industry. Never been married but close many times.
- About my Loss:
- I just loss the other greatest love of my life, my mother who died February 7th 2009. My 10 year old son found her and said he did not think she was breathing and she wasn't he found her my baby found her, she went to the hospital she was put on life support she never came out of the coma we found her in. I am Jewish and I am having a hard time dealing with my mother's death, she wasn't yet 69 years old. I wish I could turn back the clock, the day after my mom died the job I had just started January 26th the owners called me on my cell and told me they had to let me go they could not afford me I just started 2 weeks before I had missed part second week because my mom went into the hospital then on Friday the 13th of Feb, my son and I had a verbal fight, I was trying to get him ready for school I had found a counselor who would see him and she was meeting him at school after about 5 or 10 minutes the counselor told me she wanted to talk to him alone and I left, about 5 hours later CPS showed up at my apartment and told me that my son had claimed that I had put a knife to his throat ( I wouldn't nor couldn't do that) and that my son had to leave me until I got counseling and he is with his father and I have not been of the best of terms lately ( never married him just lived with him) and now I only see my son when my ex feels like it. It was my son's birthday on Fab 16th I had to see him with his father for only a few hours.I am desperate he is my love my son the child my own mother loved so much that she stayed alive as long as did because of him, she is probably looking down at me and saying she knows I did nothing wrong. I need to get him back. Nothing hurts this much a double blow not including the loss of a job on top of everything else.
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"its so hard xmas coz our loved 1s no longer with us so sorry on your loss "
Hitting me
My daughter did MAID last Tuesday and I've been holding up okay.But just now the Christmas convoy (trucks all lit up that do an organized drive through our small town) went by and suddenly I just started crying, thinking how my girl won't be around to have these small moments. And not that she would have - she wasn't a huge Christmas or celebration person. So I don't know why I'm sitting here crying about it.Oh this is going to hurt a lot :-(See More
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