Hi Connie So sry for lose.

thank you so much for your comments. My wife passed of lung disease too and had to take her of a ventilator, she was 60. It happened Dec 27 last year and its been hard for me. been thinking of her every second of the day but I try to find things to do which is hard to do but I manage. It gets a little easier. I probably weep for her 4 or 5 times a week. Not balling crying just tears when I think of her the way she went. Stay strong and don't make any rash decisions, let things marinate. I was all over the place a total wreck. I've watched other people videos on You tube on how they made it and read stories online how they delt with it so it does give hope