My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Hi Willa, Thank you for your kind words and support. While my daughter, Sara, was in the hospital I kept it together for the most part. During the last month or so all I did was cry. I knew she was dying but didn't want to believe she was leaving me. Still I knew and could not keep it together. Now that she has been gone for over a month and a half I find myself in great denial. I cried myself silly yesterday and just want her back. I see her picture and feel like she will walk through the door every night. Today has been better by the grace of God. Everyday is different and I still just can't believe it. I don't know if you know my story or not. If not and you want to just let me know and I will tell you. Thank you for caring and I am so sorry for your loss also. Prayers and hugs to you.