It has been almost 4 months now since the lovd of my life passed away and my heart just aches... I sit in the house and I have all these thoughts just racing through my mind none stop I don't sleep at night and when I do it's usually because I've cried myself to sleep.... I pray and talk to God and I hear nothing and this pain that I feel is like it will never go away... It's so many dreams and desires that are no longer there.... Sometimes my family makes me feel like I'm wrong for what I'm… Continue