Teresa,

There is a group here called lost my spouse where you will find those of us suffering from losing our partner to be helpful.  We express the kinds of feelings you wont be able to talk about as easily with those who have not lost  someone close.  

Each of us are trying to deal with our loss the best we can and we find some comfort and solace knowing each other so we know we are not crazy for the way we feel.  And the feelings are intense.  More intense than most can imagine.

So when you need to, come here and walk with us.  Not everyone will have the energy to write responses each and every time but we are thinking of each other.  

Take care Teresa.

morgan