My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Hi Rudi...can't remember if I posted something to you..that's how the days go. So very very sorry for you and for your precious grandsons. The group helps us know that we are not alone in our pain and most people don't understand how lost and alone and empty we are. My 18 year old son is gone 7 weeks ago and I just feel like I'm going through the motions every day, it's awful. Sending you big hugs. I see you are in Glendale, AZ..very nice, we have a house in Mesa but are in CA working now...
Hi Sylvia. I am sorry. I lost my son on September 6, 2014. I think we are all trying to figure it out together. So far, I found this site a comfort. Just knowing that I am not going insane in my grief. My son's birthday was Nov. 5. Your son sounds like a sweetie giving you big hugs. I know how you feel, it does feel like the pain is getting more and more intense. I have had a few numb days, which are a relief, but when I let the pain in, oh man!! It feels like it will kill me. Big hugs to you!