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Rudi
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Upset with god
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It's been over 2yrs my 27yr old son passed and I am still upset with God and at same the say to my same is it rite to be upset with God like that saying goes God will not give you more on your plate…Continue
Started this discussion. Last reply by Pamela philipp Oct 7, 2016.
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- About my Loss:
- I lost my oldest son Marty at age 27yrs old on June 7,2014 in his sleep his birthday was Nov 1st 28yrs old.Marty left behind two sons 5 and 11 yrs old.I still can't believe his gone I think he will be coming in the door like always giving me a big bear hug I miss my son so much I feel hurt lost I just don't understand it's not getting easier it's getting harder.
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"its so hard xmas coz our loved 1s no longer with us so sorry on your loss "
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My daughter did MAID last Tuesday and I've been holding up okay.But just now the Christmas convoy (trucks all lit up that do an organized drive through our small town) went by and suddenly I just started crying, thinking how my girl won't be around to have these small moments. And not that she would have - she wasn't a huge Christmas or celebration person. So I don't know why I'm sitting here crying about it.Oh this is going to hurt a lot :-(See More
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Hi Rudi...can't remember if I posted something to you..that's how the days go. So very very sorry for you and for your precious grandsons. The group helps us know that we are not alone in our pain and most people don't understand how lost and alone and empty we are. My 18 year old son is gone 7 weeks ago and I just feel like I'm going through the motions every day, it's awful. Sending you big hugs. I see you are in Glendale, AZ..very nice, we have a house in Mesa but are in CA working now...
Hi Sylvia. I am sorry. I lost my son on September 6, 2014. I think we are all trying to figure it out together. So far, I found this site a comfort. Just knowing that I am not going insane in my grief. My son's birthday was Nov. 5. Your son sounds like a sweetie giving you big hugs. I know how you feel, it does feel like the pain is getting more and more intense. I have had a few numb days, which are a relief, but when I let the pain in, oh man!! It feels like it will kill me. Big hugs to you!