Shannon Decker
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  • Cape May, NJ
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About Me:
I am a 27 year old single mom who just lost my only child Lilyana who was only 5 years old on August 21, 2015. At this point I don't know what to say "about me" because none of that seems to matter anymore right now.
About my Loss:
My daughter was taken to heaven suddenly after fighting for 10 days of bacterial spinal menengitis. She was a normal healthy kid. She got an ear infection and 10 days later....we are here. I'm still having trouble understanding how or why this even happened to my little girl. She is my everything, my every day, my every move, my every thought. How am I supposed to just live and "move on" when I was a mommy everyday for nearly 6 years and now I'm not?? I know i will always be her mommy but i miss BEING her mommy EVERY DAY. I miss making breakfast, and doing her long beautiful hair, I miss her sweet face and her little voice. I just want to hold her and run my fingers through her hair and tell her how much I love her. I want to FEEL her body against mine as we hug and love. I MISSES MY BABY AND I HURT SO Bad. I need help. I talk to God every day but it doesn't ease my pain. I want my life back and my baby back. I want my identity back. I Want My BEST FRIEND and side kick back. She was my everything and I feel...lost
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My mom died 4 months ago

My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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