"Hi Rosa,
First, I am so sorry for the loss of your grandmother. Losing someone you love only two days ago is incredibly painful, and it’s understandable that you’re feeling unsure about what to do right now.
Personally, I don’t…"
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- About Me:
- I'm a 51 year old woman, I have 4 boys all grown, I live alone and feel lonely much of the time
- About my Loss:
- I feel like i shouldnt feel the way i do. My ex was killed almost a year ago, but we had been estranged for 7 years before it happened. But he was the love of my life and gave me my son, the best gift ever, i cry daily about his death but some dont understand as we were estranged.
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Hi Sam, Its Jackie, You wrote on my wall awhile ago. how are you doing? I am doing better, its been 3 yrs now, scince my husband passed.
I have managed to live my life a day at a time, with the help of friends and family.
It can be lonely at times, but I manage.
take care Jackie
Hello, Sam
I got your reply to my discussion, thank you for your words. And I really hope I can one day see life a bit better and find its purpose. I do hope I can see it the way you just described to me. Its just that nothing seems to interest me. I try hard to be strong for my son and go on but not having my husband here makes it so damn hard to live. There is not one day that I dont cry, scream out, wishing for this to be a bad long dream that I will soon wake up. I have never been without my husband so now being without him, does not fit, does not feel real. I cannot accept this new chapter in my life. At least, not now, not yet. 4 months, and I am still waiting for him to come in through that door. Counting the days until I see him again.