Dear Ladi B I am so sorry to hear of your pain. Please try to hang in there. I realize this isn't easy to go through. I too am suffering. I lost my youngest son just this past January. I have no closure. Medical examiner had no valid info. Toxicology revealed nothing. the pain and loss will never go away but it will dull, enabling us to go on with our lives. Please pray, if you believe, then you know God hears our prayers and will help us through our lost