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About my Loss:
Im 31years old. I lost my mom on December 28th 2015! She was 56 and would of turned 57 on January 15th...december 27th on this night i went to sleep without charging my phone as I usually do! I was woken up at 5.46am by my door been banged down by my uncle. He said your moms had a cardiac arrest come on we going hospital. In the car I assumed she will be fine I assumed I would walk in a room and see her awake but wired up! I was wrong. As I entered the room she was in people were sitting around her bed everyone was silent. My mom had already died.i ran into a room to see my moms dead body!!!! I didn't see her over the xmas period! I missed a call the day before and when I called back she was at work so we hadn't spoken. It's been 6months and it's not getting no easier without her. If anything it's getting worse.i miss her so much it's unreal. I get angry. I get angry with my mom, I get emotional. My son who is 8 years old misses her too. His forever saying I miss nanny and asks me what happened! I've visited her grave 5 times since she passed. I've not been since mothers day! I can't do it nomore. I hate to know she's lying there in a box. I have images I can't get out my head, I wonder to myself what her body looks like now. I'm so hurt it's not fair

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