Hi Michelle,

Thank you for your reply to my discussion. I am deeply sorry you are going through this grief rollercoster. I am deeply sadened by the loss of my husband. And just have days when I feel no matter how much love and attention I give to my son there will never be enough to makeup for his dad's loss. I can handle mostly all the pain inside my heart, cry in silence or just ran to the restroom and cry on my own, but I just hate the feeling of seeing my son without his Dad here. He really did not deserve this.. I cant believe it will soon be 2 years of his death this coming April. My son has grown from being a baby to a busy 3 year old toddler. This stage in his life is just the best, but just cant help to feel heartbroken that my husband is missing out of all of this...

Please feel free to write to me.