Thankyou for your request to be friends Marlene. I'm Very Sorry to read about the Loss of your Fiance. I hope you have a Good Friend as I do, who lost her Father 3 months before I lost mine to Cancer. It's taken me almost 2 years of ALOT of Grieving Alone, but I'm finally feeling better, knowing that my Dad's no longer Suffering as Much as he did in Silence and Hopefully there is a Heaven and an Afterlife, as my Faith was Shaken to say the very least, having Lost Dorothy, "me adopted second mum" 8 months later preceeded by my uncle also named Ed and then my aunt Jean who passed 1 year after him. May GOD Bring you Comfort. Let Your Feelings Flow and Then Let Them Go. "One Day at A Time."

thankyou.it's true,it doesnt get easier.I wonder if it ever will.and then the finantial problems make it that much harder.it sure is'nt something we expect to go through,this early in life.

I am so sorry Marlene.I lost my fiance too,just before we were to be married.I also live in the middle of nowhere,all alone.my heart goes out to you.~hugs~