Marijka, you are not alone! All of us on this site feel as you do. We feel as tho a huge hole is in our hearts. Everyday is a struggle. We each try to find something to live for. It's not easy. A lot of days you feel like a fraud faking your way thru the day. I hold on to the thought that my husband would be very disappointed if I just gave up. We had 27 years together. We did everything together and now it's like I have all this time and nothing to do.

But, I plow thru each day hoping things will get easier. My children are older than yours so we can share a lot of stories...do that with your daughter. Remind her how much her father loved her. Share your story with her. 

We are all here to support each other and I'm amazed at how even tho we each hurt we reach out to each other.