Lashundra,  

I am so sorry for the losses you have had.  I can relate the most to the loss of your husband as I lost my husband and I am still aching for him.  It has been 7 years.  I can only say taking baby steps everyday is the only way I get through a day.  It took a good five-six years for it to soften at all for me but everyone is different.  At the age of 68 I would be quite happy to exit myself but so far no luck.  

You are still in such an early stage of your grief.  Don't believe for minute the stuff you hear about "getting over it" or "moving on".   Grief is the hardest thing ever.  Nothing compares.  And for me the loss of the man who was my passion partner, my rock, my soul I still seek him and yearn for him all the time.  Please know that some of us come here and weep through our words.  Not always frequently and sometimes people come and go and then reappear.  Just know you are not alone and we all know how hard "loss" is.  No other reason any of us would be here other than to let our feelings out because we know someone else will understand........and we do.......take care the best you can.......its all we can expect of ourselves.

morgan