Hi Kristin. Thank you so much for responding to my message. Thank you for your kindness. I sought you out because our stories are so similiar. Everything you say , word for word is how I feel in my heart. I love my mother so much. She passed away 1 day before my birthday in the ICU. Everyday she asked me if it was my birthday yet. What a wonderful, great person and mother she was. I am devastated beyond belief . I feel so bleak and hopeless. My mind is churning constantly with questions. Why did she suffer so much ? She was such a great human being yet why was life so unkind to her? She was shortchanged all her life .  I am so heartbroken .  I just cant go on without her. She was everything . Everything was about her. Now theres nothing . Every moment her suffering, her pain, her memories keep flashing before my eyes. 

I'm sorry Kristin , I want to share your grief too apart from talking about mine. 

Please feel free to talk to me anytime Kristin . Thank you for your kindness. 

Hi Kristin. I tried sending you a private message but it would'nt go through when I pressed the sent button . Could you please tell me how I can message you?. Thank you.

Hi Kristin. Can we chat? I dont know how to use the chat feature but i would really like to connect with you. Your story is the most similiar to mine. My beloved mum was my EVERYTHING. She passed away july 22 , a day before my birthday. I was her caregiver for more than 14 years. She was the greatest love of my life . I completely relate to your words: taking care of her defined me. Now I'm lost, lonely , grief stricken and heartbroken. I just dont want to go on . Please could we talk ?. Thank you