Hi Kara,

 

You're welcome. Sorry to hear you're still feeling vulnerable, as do I, but thanks to having a good best friend who calls and meets with me daily, I'm doing better than I might be. I'm not clear what you mean by this statement. "I wondered if you are having the same unwillingness to shoot anymore due to your fathers death because I know I'm feeling it."

Do you mean shooting photos ? Take Care. I'm feeling very tired today as it's raining and I haven't been sleeping that well, so I need to catch up. John

Sorry to hear about the Loss of Your Father Kara. Don't be So Hard on yourself. None of us know how long we have on this Earth, so Be Grateful for every new day, as I'm learning to. However, I realize the pain and numbness don't go away that easily. I've been Very Emotionally Upset as I live alone and my 'family' rarely calls. Like you, my Dad was Sensitive towards me and Accepted me as the Artist I am, however I've Been Struggling with Unemployment and Deep Depression and Isolating in 'my' room. I 'should' go out and enjoy the sunshine, but i've been addicted to Warcraft for a Year as my 'escape'. I wish you well on your Journey & Healing of your Heart. Be Kind to Yourself. Your Dad is in Heaven as is mine. Hopefully we will see one another again in the next life..Hoping there is one. My Faith has been shaken as I have had NO 'contact' or feeling of 'awareness' that there is anything beyond..but I have a Strong Friendship that helps me get through each day.