My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Its a long time to have your brain wired to someone else's. I find I am still struggling pretty much daily, sometimes moe severe than others. Right now I am going through having to pack up and move from one place I lived to another and this is the second time. Of course everything I touch has his aura and so breakdowns are rolling onto of me about every couple hours. Everyone says that once I get done with this last and final move putting all my worldly belongings in one place I ca try to sift and sort through better. I question it but I keep moving along mostly in the hope I will be taken to reside wherever my husband might be. I want to know why and where but with no answers to either I just mope through days. Its a bitch the way I see it but do we really have a choice. None that have come to me......