As much as I think I've tried, I don't think I will find happiness as I once had. unfortunately I met and began a relationship with someone who had different intentions and plans. Yes I been blessed with having another child. I have 3 children total. Without getting into details, I been single again for 2 yrs now. I lost hope or courage to try to meet someone special that I can share my life with. Is this normal? Or is it all just me making it complicated. I'm not even sure if I explained this correctly.