"Hi Rosa,
First, I am so sorry for the loss of your grandmother. Losing someone you love only two days ago is incredibly painful, and it’s understandable that you’re feeling unsure about what to do right now.
Personally, I don’t…"
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- About Me:
- Just turned 50. 18 days later found my husband of 17 years dead. He was only 53. Now im all my children have. Ages 23, 16 & 12. I just dont believe it. We are all traumatized. We keep expecting to hear him in The house. Its so wrongly quiet. So tired of the what ifs and why didnt i's and if only and on and on and on and on!!!! God didnt do this. God and I kept him alive...willed him life for 5 1/2 years following his triple bypass. His heart was too damaged. We didnt know. We never expected this. We thought we had more time.
- About my Loss:
- Only 3 weeks ago i had my best friend, the keeper of my memories, the one who knew me, the one who loved me completely, the one who could hurt or love me like no other, the one i could count on. We had our problems like any others, but there was hope every day we opened our eyes. I feel like im going insane. This just isnt ok. I dont understand. This isnt fair to our children. In an instant, a split second, my whole world..me..our children and their world...turned upside down and spun out of control. No telling where or when or if our lives will ever come to rest. I dont know how to make this pain bearable.
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