James stilwell
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I'm 56, got on disability in 06. I miss work. I don't know what to do with myself. I had a kind bad surgery last jan. I fell @ 300 ft. Back in the late 90's. I have screws in my neck, my back is really bad. Debilitating accually. I'm taking care of mom in Missouri right now.
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I lost my whole family, my first wife antoinette,married 26 years. Passed in 07 before that she was paralized from the eyes down for about 8 years. I remarried in 09. Didn't think I would. To Shirley, who I was close friends with since the 90's. Now she has a terminal illness. She is in New Mexico with her kids.I'm in Missouri taking care of mom right now.in the last 10 years, I was holding dads hand when he passed.i was laying with my sister holding her when she passed. My grandma at the table, my brother in law,I wasn't there when my wife passed I was taking care of mom and family. My wife mattered the most I think. Now Shirley is sick I'm 1000 miles away. I can't leave mom. I've lost my home, way of life. And have no one left. I can't describe how I'm feeling
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I still talk to Shirley every day. I miss her, I can hear her changing every day. I should be there with her!!! The thought of not being there makes me sick.I quess I'm not functioning very well, or I would get it together and be there. Shirley has 3daughters 12 grand kids. 3 great grand kids. I miss and love them all. Shirley has alot of people that love her!!!

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