Jackie S
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I am a 52 year old mother who lost the yougest of her three children. He was only 25. Icalled him Nathaniel because it means a gift from God. They say it was an overdose that he died of. They say April 8th, 2009. But I say April 7th 2009.
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I would give anything in the wqrld to have been with him holding him in my arms that night. Nathan had a hard time struggling with life, love, and alcohol and drugs but he was still my gift from God. I feel very guilty over his death like I could have changed that last day or that last week or the last fights or especially the last things I said. It was five months ago and it feels like its even getting more painful every second of every day. There's many times that I don't want to be without him.

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At 10:16am on November 12, 2009, Kar said…
So SO Sorry about your son Jackie. Hugs & Love to you! Our son was 16 & we lost him 0ct. 19, 2007 in a family auto accident. Life went from wonderful to all pain in a second. ((( HUG to you )))
At 12:24pm on September 19, 2009, Laura Villarreal said…
Jackie, I am so sorry for your loss; words of condolences are so inadequate when we lose a child.
We all share the bond of grief on this website and after the tragic death of my 33 daughter daughter (and only child) I found compassion and understanding with the other members.
Like you there are so many times I feel I just want to be with her...
My experience with this "thing called grief" is that it gets worse before it gets better and others have told me it never really leaves us, we just learn to cope with it as the days go on. (my daughter was killed in a tragic accident on Memorial Day of this year)
Writing about my daughter has really helped me cope and sharing with the other members seems to help.
Take care.
Sincerely,
Laura
 
 
 

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