Helen Crocker
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  • Hampton, VA
  • United States
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About Me:
60's, former flower child, married, Microbiologist, musician, artist, reader who also enjoys nature, camping, wine events, festivals, musical events, and much more. Child of Italian immigrants.
About my Loss:
My son committed suicide on June 8, 2016 by ingesting a lot of Benzodiazepines, drinking wine, and then put on many Fentanyl patches. It was a total shock to everyone and very sudden. He had a very promising future, was brilliant, and leaves behind 2 very young children, whom he adored. I am having a very hard time understanding and coming to terms with any of this. We were very close, at least I thought so, and I couldn't help him. It was totally out of character for him to do this. Did not leave any note or communications with anyone. I'm very angry at his physician for prescribing Clonazapam, with it's warning against suicide! I am trudging through the days as normal, going to work, seeing friends, etc., but everything seems so fake and trivial. I haven't cried nearly enough and I can't imagine how I will keep on going through life without him. He was divorced but a very good father, who had his children 7 out of 14 days. His ex was such a bitch that she cut me out of his life as soon as they were wed and tried to keep the kids from me, but as soon as she left, he brought me back in. Now she is acting like she never did anything. I am grateful that I still get to see my grandkids, but i expect she is going to want something.
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