My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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My mother died of esophageal cancer when she was 62 and I was 34, my dad died 2 years ago - pancreatic cancer.
My relatives --- they will call once in a while. Sometimes I am feeling so down I just don't feel like talking. I have a couple cousins I talk to -- they have their own health problems so it helps to get my mind off myself.
I find it excruciatingly difficult to deal with all the families I see around me. I lost a couple of friends also when my dad died---so the loss is amplified.
Yes I'm on anti-depressants, yes I see counselors. But in the end, even counselors move on and retire so it's like nothing ever stays the same.
Pray for me I can go back to church again. I used to start crying in church re-living how unfair the world was when EVERYONE around had someone and I had no one.
God bless you all.
Dear Eve,
I hope that you still visit onlinegriefsupport.com but I notice you don't have a lot to say. Please feel free to say whatever you need to and we all understand. Something you could read that might sooth your heart just a bit:
Loss of a Loved One
I hope you find some comfort.
Brenda