My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Dear Edward:
There are no words like I can say to comfort you ( at least I don't know them)
i too suffered a sudden loss of my dear husband Andrew, it is unexpected
and you will be playing it over and over in your head for months to come.
I wish I could say it gets better, what I can say is you never accept it you
" get use to the feeling" so to speak. Hang in there and visit here often it would
get you through some of the hard moments.
(((hug))
Judy-Anne
Edward L
You are correct. If you pay attention, the subtle signs from loved ones do appear.
Oh dear, Edward L in NJ. I am so so sorry. This is not the time of year to lose your loved one. Baby steps. Be thankful if you can get a shower or eat something. Grief is a huge mountain.