My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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I am sorry for your loss. I lost my wife February 9, 2013. Its been a hard 2 years. Depression,loneliness,not being able to sleep. I have had it all. I still struggle doing things that once were just routine. I am so forgetful. Have no energy. No ambition. My life is so different now. I loved my wife so much. We were together 15 years. Being 56 now. We had such big plans for a early retirement. Now I face the reality of the test of my life by myself. I not at all interested in dating again. I was single for many years. I found exactly what I wanted. Only to have cancer take her from me at 50 years of age. I do have a belief in God. Belive that he will one day reunited us. The saying is" the deeper the love the deeper the grief. I have found that to be true. Welcome to the sight. You will find plenty of people here that are in the same boat we are. Have had losses that are unbearable. I will keep you in my prayers.