My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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AND IN BETWEEN THAT TIME I ALSO LOST A DEAR FRIEND IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND MY NEIGHTBOR TO CANCER.
ITS ALL TO MUCH. I JUST PRAY FOR GOD TO GIVE ME STRENGTH.
ITS LIKE I ALL THE MEN I CARED ABOUT AND LOVED HAVE DIED.
I PRAY MY SEASON IS OVER AND GOOD THINGS WILL SOON HAPPEN.
TEARS ARE LESS BUT STILL AT THE DROP OF A HAT I START CRYING.
YOU TAKE CARE HONEY. I WAITED UNTIL I WAS FIFTY TO FIND THE MAN FOR ME. MY SOULMATE HE IS FOREVER. HE IS WITH ME, I FEEL HIM ALL THE TIME, BUT I SO WISH I COULD SEE HIM . ITS SO HARD ISN'T IT.
UNBEARABLE AT TIMES. ONE DAY I JUST SCREAMED. ANOTHER I SANG A SPIRITUAL SONG AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. HOPING SOMEHOW THIS WOULD MAKE THE HURT AND SORROW GO AWAY.
THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND ARE THE ONES WHO HAVE ALSO LOST A SPOUSE. WRITE ME ANYTIME.