Hi Dean! I apologize for missing your message earlier. Thank you for reaching out. I really appreciate it. As of today I am doing ok. This week was really hard. I watched an episode of the series VICE that dealt with curing cancer. The information was amazing but it only made me sad and upset that my father was not here to benefit from these new advances. It only made me miss him more. It then reminded me of all the things I didn't do that I should have been there for while he was dealing with the cancer. At the time I was in college and in a selfish place due to us having a distant relationship for a while. I am trying to let go of that pain but it will definitely take some time. 

How are you doing? losing so many close relatives is difficult. I hope you are ok or at least finding the support needed to work on being ok!