Daniel,  I know when I first came here I was looking for anyone to respond and tell me tell me why losing my believed was affecting me so adversely.  I still come here several times a day looking for support.  I hope you can find some comfort here knowing that many of us know how getting here was a way to reach out to cope.  At your stage of 11 months I was a walking basket case.  I was halfway functioning but the fog was overwhelming.  In fact everything was overwhelming.  So much still is so I isolate myself from everything i can.  are care of yourself the best you can.  And come here if it helps.  For many of us it is a lifeline.