Sorry been off of this  some what pointless site   but for me at that time in my life it did serve it's purpose for me I met some good people  taken to fb with them and have come to my  own way of self healing   I've noticed you must of copied and pasted the same  request to others  so I don't mind talking about anything as I see it  helps me seal to wounds closed  so if you want  use my email  which I monitor more then here  e-mail is lesjoe6871@gmail.com or face book me where all is there for you to look through  lesleyandjoerokes-bartlett  if I trust you  I'll talk  as long as your  truthful and up front  thank you   

As long as you ask questions, I can answer them for you. I'm not able to just openly talk about it but if I have questions, I can answer them in detail.

I would love to help you out but would prefer e-mail rather than here. You can reach me at nytelightning@gmail.com

I was going to tell you pretty much exactly what Deb has said.  So ask and if it is something I feel I can talk about without opening wounds that will never heal, but are not stinging like they were, then I will try.