My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Yes, and it has helped me just to put my thoughts down - in this anonymous format. To know that I'm not alone on this path- that there are hundreds of others out there mourning for ones they have loved - their pain just as deep - in some weird way it is comforting.
Cindy, I understand - I'm older but when I lost my dad in my 30's I cried every morning for six months - every morning. I would pull myself together and go to work and wonder why people couldn't see I was shattered. I lost my mother in my 40's and remember being sad, but nothing like the loss of my dad - which is odd, since I loved them both and was closer to my mom. Being without both of them at 34 must be rough - but perhaps they are visiting you in your dreams to let you know they are still there - around you, loving you. I do believe their spirits live on.