I never realized that there were so many people that are going through what I am. Over the past couple of years I have lost my grandmother who I loved very much, and my soulmate. The holidays get extremely hard, but I think it just reminds me of how things used to be. A better time in my life where I felt that nothing could go wrong. My soulmate's name is Jerry, and we did everything together. He showed me the world and how it could be, live each day to the fullest. I don't do that anymore, I… Continue